Hmm.. It took me college and this summer to realize so many things. Like a big kick on the head. I’ve been looking at things in a biased way looking at things the way i want it to, the way i want to do things. But then after getting that kick, i was like “hey, boy you’ve been looking at things the wrong way.”. I feel kind of enlightened (now expressed in drawing city structures). I get to smile more, look out the gate more, feel that sun, darn scalding sun, but nice. I look at the other people and tell myself “well, i certainly am a different person.” I don’t need inspiration all the time to get things done. I’ll just have to make ado with what i have now and get that inspiration sooner or later.